We’ve updated our Terms of Use to reflect our new entity name and address. You can review the changes here.
We’ve updated our Terms of Use. You can review the changes here.

Carmines Monstruosi

by Caiatus

/
1.
The Cycle 04:16
Something doth rotate in silence Forgotten, veiled, and at bay Spins in your times of hindrance Twirling as you stumble through the day Tend to your spot in the machine Fixated on your tasks, you don’t notice Living was supposed to be serene Death’s calls are getting difficult to miss Life has been unkind To the corpse I wish to be Death I would not mind Take away my destiny The Cycle will unwind My impact on history The Cycle brings dichotomy Cacophony Somewhere along we lost the purpose Sentience took from us the drive Human life itself is worthless We destroyed the earth to stay alive Death manifests itself in all of us Seeping into that which makes us thrive All that we deserve is the furnace The Cycle brings us all to our demise We have all been blind To our natural harmony Solutions to our bind All remain a mystery The Cycle will unwind Our impact on history The Cycle seals humanity The Cycle / In motion Reaps us all / Full commotion Be free / Of the notion None can flee / From death’s corrosion No chance / To survive Doom’s hand will come for every last life Succumb / To the Cycle Cannot run, genocide is final Mankind shall rot
2.
I no longer believe in tomorrow The light that I long for retreats Spending my days in sorrow My crawling ahead, the darkness deletes Forward slog through monotony The days turn ever greyer Banal as life in lobotomy Happiness fleeting and rare I long to have the knowledge of The reason for which I'm forced to be Nobody answers from above Absence and shadow in ubiquity Words could not ever explain The guilt I feel grows for all of my days The voices within all wish me pain I scream for the light but there are no more rays There is no hope / For my soul I grab the rope / And tie it to the pole I see who I've been / As my eyelids shut, As my breaths end, And my thread of life is cut Brought onto Earth / Against my will Devoid of worth / No purpose to fulfill At birth, we scream and thrash our limbs Dying, I'm silent, stiff, and sanguine No more time for me to wait For this life I have pursued My own end I must create For this nightmare to conclude Taut is the rope around my nape Soon my soul should be free Into the void I shall escape Not one more second spent in agony Memories play before my death Of one day, what I could be My body should neither have taken a breath Nor opened its eyes to see Who I was crumbles into sand My hope falls through the sieve The coarse grains lay in my hands Shattered and broken as I lived [Chorus] I'm not strong enough to continue like this. My mind is gone and it's never coming back. I can't eat, sleep, or even live without the most intense self-hatred. I wish I could have been stronger. I wish I could have been someone. But the man you knew is already long gone. It's been over for years. This is the only way to make things right. I beg of you, the universe: Allow this wretched husk to return to you And allow this journey of self-loathing to conclude
3.
It's been so long since I've had some fun My chainsaw is hungry for flesh The knives are all drawn, there's nowhere to run Tonight you’ll succumb to your death I'll chase you down and hang you up (You scream and you fight) With killing it's never enough (There's no end in sight) Your flame of life will soon be snuffed (Your end feels so right) I'll fill the world with your blood (You'll feel my wrath tonight) I cut you I bleed you You're trapped within my lair I want you I need you You won't escape I swear I cut you I bleed you The body piles rise I want you I need you Submit to your demise Bitch no more and recognize you're fucked The only way to win is to lose Succumb to the storm, you're all out of luck Scream and yell but there is no use Call for help nobody's there (You scream and you fight) Your screams of terror are all I hear (There's no end in sight) I'll smite you down, you best beware (Your end feels so right) I’ll spill your entrails everywhere (You’ll feel my wrath tonight) I cut you I bleed you You're trapped within my lair I want you I need you You won't escape I swear I cut you I bleed you The body piles rise I want you I need you Submit to your demise It's been so long / Since I've had some fun You know I'm still hungry for flesh The knives are all drawn / There's nowhere to run Soon you'll succumb to your death Bitch no more, recognize you're fucked The only way to win is to lose Succumb to the storm / You're all out of luck Scream and yell but there is no use There is no use!
4.
Iron Priest 04:45
Descending down from the sky Merciful fate brought from on high Iron Priest, steel vanquisher is here His very presence roots you with fear Screaming for vengeance, hoping to win Defenders of the faith shall cleanse our sin Iron Priest, Metal God, Space Lancer We called into the void but there's no answer You cannot help but drop down to your knees His iron maidens shall call forth the seas One flash of the blade and the world is now at peace Nightmares' and evil's permanent decrease You cannot resist falling to your knees Purple rainbow shining so deep The planet's saved, it’s such a relief Humanity has been squelched by Iron Priest Bow down!
5.
6.
Belladonna 06:47
Your lies change their color From frigid blue to crimson red Your spell I’ve come under And for your song I have bled My mind changes hue Your smile brings me breath The more I worship you It brings me closer to death Belladonna! Cast your seeds of death upon my soul Wondrous caress of black engulfs me whole My body’s covered in leeches The maggots feed on my brain I practice what you are preaching But you don’t love me the same I want you to make me bleed Your sprout grows in my mind Soon you will sow your seed In love I’ll be left behind Belladonna! Deadly nightshade casts its curse on me Never once a chance to be set free Your facade seems to crack Yet more your tumor grows Your colors fade to black Your spell no longer glows It's wilting within my head Your nightshade is now dead Poison that once made me feel Our time together unreal Into the abyss I'm flung I long for the sugar behind your tongue Your venom eases all my grief Suffocate me with relief Belladonna! Death I cannot have if not by you My desecrated soul has split in two
7.
Demoness 03:21
You ask for more fulfillment I gave you all I had My soul is insufficient Your standards ironclad I just wanted to bring you pleasure But you bring me only pain You put me under pressure Gave me goals I could not attain You evil bitch, how can you sleep at night? You took my love and you raped my life Draining me with your unholy blight Your evil ends in the afterlife You evil bitch, I hope you sleep tight Masquerading like what you did was right You've enticed my vengeful appetite Your death shall be such a beautiful sight Robbed me of my soul You presume you've won Think my mind is under your control For your maleficent fun The only thing you didn't realize Is that I am not lost I'm peering through the holes in all your lies And every line you crossed You evil bitch, how can you sleep at night? You took my soul now I'll take your life Take your last breath as I plunge in the knife Bleed out alone, such a tragic plight You evil bitch, I hope you sleep tight Die in a hole that’s devoid of light Worthless and broken, but it seems so right Your death shall be such a beautiful sight Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why?
8.
A carnival for the human race Cotton candy, happy face A child talking with his mouth full Girlfriend gets stuffed animal A festive mood is all around Another world is what we've found Step right up, let's make a deal Ride the Ferris wheel (Let's ride on the Ferris wheel!) You know there's something lurking underneath the shape With a mask over his head and make up on his face Will Warner Brothers put our record on the shelf? Take a look in the mirror and see the clown in yourself Spinning / Grinning Believing / Deceiving Whirling / Twirling Confusing / Amusing Discovery / Recovery Inherency / Transparency Fusion / Conclusion Reality / Fatality If you want to know what's behind the show You ride my carousel and enter life's jail cell Love and blood begin to meld, you've lost the self that you once held Merry go 'round your head, awake, asleep, alive or dead The clown that painted a smile on you Is now the one unmasking you Animated scenes unwind Dormant figures come to life Entangled in your own web A twisted tunnel overhead A glimpse of light, a drop of dew You slide into the swimming pool A roller coaster ride into the rivers of your mind The currents merge, your feelings surge, your life's a pantomime Beauty is the spiral going 'round and 'round the beast Without the vampire effect, the carnival is deceased Spinning / Grinning Believing / Deceiving Whirling / Twirling Confusing / Amusing Discovery / Recovery Inherency / Transparency Fusion / Conclusion Reality / Fatality If you want to know what's behind the show You ride my carousel and enter life's jail cell Love and blood begin to meld, you've lost the self that you once held Merry go 'round your head, awake, asleep, alive or dead Running! So fun! Roly poly Topsy turvy Hang upside down Fall to the ground I.. I.. I.. I think I'm gonna be sick!
9.
Life has taken its toll No more body, only soul You've passed But will your memory last? Such a shame, you were so kind Now can you you see? This is what we’re destined to be Die alone Spirit forever roams, You know we all die alone So you've a got a grave Does that mean your legacy is saved? Epitaph obscured Years of weather eroded the words Who could remember you now? And how? Is it clear to see? The scant extent to which they've kept your memory? You died alone Your spirit never ceases to roam Don't you realize that we die alone? We all die alone.. alone.. alone.. Why did you take them away? Everyone, everybody Has to die in this life We die alone Futility is all it is Back and forth, up and down, everything repeats Promised it since when we were kids All we ever wanted was to live forever after Haloless and unholy Bodiless and dull, from your fate you cannot hide No escape Die alone, live forever, life's a crazy ride You were the best friends / That I ever had Now you're gone / Forever I'll be sad Irreplaceable Janey / Irretrievable Alyssa All I wish for, all I'm after, all I'd ever ask above Is just to hold you once more And show you that you're loved WE DIE ALONE THEY DIED ALONE WE ALL DIE ALONE

about

For all intents and purposes, these are finished demos.
Individual tracks are available for free.

Special thanks to Native Instruments, the developers of REAPER, Voxengo, the makers of my guitars (Parker, Ibanez, Dean), Robert & Emily, Amy, Sylvia, Brandon Jones, Zach Fay, Janey & Alyssa, Adam, Don, Jordan, Gabe, Gaby & Emmajo, Cheyanne, Chuckles, Byron & Báni, and all my friends fans & family.

credits

released April 30, 2019

Aidan Elwood - Bass, Guitar, Vocals, Drum/Horn Programming
Produced by Aidan Elwood

"Carousel" Written by Mr. Bungle (Dunn, Patton, Spruance, Heifetz)

license

tags

about

Caiatus Matawan, New Jersey

PA/NJ extreme metal:
Death, doom, thrash, and more from the sunken depths of the Tri-State area.

contact / help

Contact Caiatus

Streaming and
Download help

Redeem code

Report this album or account

If you like Caiatus, you may also like: